Sep 13, 2011

Keluhan


aku penat...

penat dgn agenda seharian... trigin nk cuba sesuatu yg br... tp x reti nk mncari...
rs mcm nk lari.. tp xkn selesaikan masalah..

br setahun due keje, mengomel mcm lg 2 thn nk pencen je aku ni... bile tgok kak ija (my beloved sister), aku rs mcm ntah pape la aku ni nk membebel mcm org yg keje smpi kul 11 mlm hari2.. kakak aku mmg hebat, kdg2 kul 1 pg br blk.. very commited.. jgn aku... kalo bole, lg sejam nk kul 5.30ptg aku dah siap2 nk packing.. g solat la sengaje nk bazirkn mase... teruk betull... aku dan suami mmg berbeze... yes, we're working under the same roof, same dept... but our job is way diff... plus he much much much more commited than me... sometime aku rs, he's way better than me...

aku selalu tertanye2, apekah yg aku buat seharian ni adelah betull?? aku cube tuk jdkan working life tu as fun as study life... but it don't work like that... kdg2 aku rs lost... lost dlm dunie aku sndr.. yg mcm aku sndr pon x phm... aku x putus2 berdoa semoge ALLAH sentiase tunjukkan aku jln yg betul.. spy aku x tersasar jauh... sbb sekali tersasar, mg susah nk buat u-turn...

semoge kite semua sentiasa di bawah linkungan Rahmat dan Rahim-NYA


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